FOOD ADDICT IN SELF-DESTRUCTION MODE
STATE OF BEING
STATE OF OBSERVANCE
The sole purpose of being in the STATE OF OBSERVANCE is to observe. There is no need for solutions. There is no need for opinions. There is no need for fear. There is no need for highs. There are no needs in this state. The STATE OF OBSERVANCE requires one to give up power.
Some would describe the STATE OF OBSERVANCE as death simulation.
When peace of mind becomes valuable enough for you, you will spend more of your time in the STATE OF OBSERVANCE.
STATE OF MOVEMENT
I assume you are in STATE OF MOVEMENT right now. Which implies that you are chasing highs and are trying avoid lows. The STATE OF MOVEMENT is full of bullshit the question is what bullshit do you value? Bullshit might sound harsh, but it is important to understand that you, me and everyone else is on some bullshit. And all bullshit is initially started, found or created to prevent boredom, early death or pain and as the bullshit continues some find joy, some encounter pain, some die and some get bored.
Everyone in the STATE OF MOVEMENT is chasing highs and changing or destroying everything and everyone that comes in between.
STATE OF UNKNOWN
I donít know, you donít know, she donít know, we donít know. Only those in the STATE OF UNKNOWN might know.
FROM COCAINE TO ICE
ost people are addicts, some are in self-destruction mode and some are getting high at the cost of other humans, animals or nature, but addiction is not always severely damaging.
In order to maintain a structure that makes the most influential and richest people in your community feel comfortable and empowered some addictions need to be glorified, some need to be vilified and some need to be left uncommented.
Addictions that donít destroy the person that is addicted first, but immensely damage other humans, animals or nature are usually not classified as addictions and therefore are harder for the addict to stop unless the addiction leads to prison time.
Addictions that are not vilified that lead to self-destruction are very rarely treated. The harmlessness attached to their image allows them to get in control and damage without any resistance.
Even nervous breakdowns or shocking experiences may not be indicative enough for the addict to accurately point out what the root of his/her issue is.